Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Day to Remember: December 19, 2010
Monday, December 20, 2010
On Satire
I wrote this during finals week but didn't want to post it during that time. I shouldn't have wasted some of it writing, anyway, but I'm a little glad I put this down on paper. It's an interesting comparison, I think, and one just about anyone could chuckle at.
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The new War on Christmas is upon us.
Our country is under attack. Americans, we must unite in our common beliefs and repel this menace. Long ago, we suffered under the tyranny of an oppressive minority. We fought those who sought to control us and have since become what might be called "dormant allies." Until now. What was once a battle of steel is now a war of hearts and minds, and acting resolutely is the only recourse.
This group has cropped up again: drama queens rampant with indignation and self-importance. Year after year they redouble their efforts. They wish to overtake society at large by starting small, from the pitch to this new war. This nation was founded on a set of ideals: ideals that set us apart from our enemies then and lead us to be the prosperous land we are now. What are these ideals? Freedom. Charity. Diction. Equality. These are the core elements that make us who we are and separate us from these chavs.
Even now the enemy's influence is spreading. I shall not hesitate to shine a glaring light at these recent infiltrations. Harry Potter himself is among their ranks, and despite adoration towards him, you know it is against your upbringing. The television character House is one of them, relatively undercover. Ozzy Osbourne, icon of satanic metal, permeates our airwaves. Christopher Hitchens, the fool, has gone so far as to become a citizen of these fair lands. Open your eyes. They are all around, spreading their rubbish.
So please: Americans all across this world, let us be united in our cheerfulness and boldness this holiday. Do not shudder away from saying the phrase the gives reason for the season. Do not be mired by political, social, or adjectival correctness. Do not cave in to dangerous foreign influences. Let not one utterance of that blasphemous expression be heard in our streets, stores, or homes. Let not one American be seen giving credence something so against our values that it dare not be spoken.
I shall not be wary to warn of the implications of accommodating on this issue. It may seem "natural" or "all-encompassing," but do not be fooled. The next year they will expect lifts in our buildings and boots in our cars. They will go on holiday for Boxing Day. Their ridiculousness knows no bounds.
This winter, be kind, but be vigilant. Turn away from a "Happy Christmas," lest we all be left to a bloody hell.
Merry Christmas, America
(And Happy Christmas, Brits)
Monday, December 6, 2010
On Zealots
Sunday, November 21, 2010
On Offices
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Further on Space Cowboys
Monday, November 1, 2010
Sunday, October 31, 2010
On NASCAR
Thursday, October 28, 2010
On Digital Legos
- Built a cozy wooden house on the shoreline
- Built underground water channels
- Created a farm outside my house
- Created an underground resource and storage center
- Built a large underground staircase with flowing water
- Started an underwater lake, but didn't finish
- Built a tree house; burnt it down
- Built a path from spawn to my house, under my house, and past it
- Built a cool structure out in the water that became the entrance to my mine
- Built a large Chess board over the water, with piece designs and a high view point
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
On Medicine
Monday, October 18, 2010
On Capricorn and the Future
Now I'm all for promoting... I guess, awareness of important issues like this, including giving money for research into finding a cure and all that. I mean, who could possibly be against such a thing?
Sunday, September 12, 2010
~3000
And that's how it'll be for more and more people over time. It's not a bad thing; it's a natural one. But there's always a difference between moving on and forgetting.
At least I didn't hear of any burning books.
Monday, September 6, 2010
On Skateboarding
Sunday, August 29, 2010
On Melancholy and Ponytails
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Contradiction
- ECE 4175: This microcontroller class was very interesting and was probably the class I learned the most "hard" stuff in. I soldered for the first time and got some hands-on experience with making a microcontroller myself and making it work, including ordering and learning to use a new part. The professor is probably the nicest I've ever had, even though it's the only class I got a B in this semester.
- PHYS 2022: Stars, Galaxies, and the Universe, in that order. That's this class in a nutshell, and it was amazingly enlightening. I don't know if I can adequately put into words how this class changes your perspective on how you see yourself or your place in the universe. I went to observatories, learned constellations, and gained a much stronger and memorable understanding of the goings-on outside of our naked eye and long in the past. I also had my question asked on the radio!
- PST 3127: The class that started and ended with my favorite movie. It revolved around a topic I've found most interesting and important ever since my renewed atheism, which is that of illusion. Illusion in many forms, from the abstract, like Plato's cave, to concrete, like Manufacturing Consent's propaganda model. From social, like our sometimes arbitrary beliefs and values, to economical, including our country's rampant consumerism.
- ECE 4001: The most practical of my classes, this one was all focused on life after college. From prob/stat to accounting to margins of error, it was most interesting for its direct opposition to my philosophy class.
- ECE 3075: Only the last few weeks of this class were actual "random signals", but going back over all the probability and statistics from 3770 last semester really reaffirmed it in my mind. I certainly don't remember all the methods to tackle differential equations. Also, the popcorn project was a fun break from the norm.
- VIP: This semester we delved into the more concrete applications of annotating football clips. It came to a head when my partner and I kicked serious ass to churn through tons of data and get some satisfying results. With so much stuff going on next year, it's hard to choose between this and other courses, though.
- Pep Band: Same as usual, but the trips were also enjoyable. I've realized that a few days away from the common locale is almost a necessity to me. I need to go somewhere each year or I start to notice it. So, after Florida, Florida, Hawaii, Spain, Washington, Indianapolis, Spain, New York City, Iowa, Florida, and Florida, North Carolina and Oklahoma were good to visit. I think I needed to make that list, just to put it in perspective.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
So I'm in an Astronomy class...
I've been in an astronomy class this semester at college and have really enjoyed it. I've learned a ton about stars, galaxies, and the physics behind them. I've visited the observatory (once for points in the class) and looked at the Orion Nebula, Mars, and Saturn. It was awesome. I talked with the professor about Carl Sagan and Cosmos and he seems like a totally awesome guy.
So today we started talking about Cosmology. I knew we would reach this point, where we would discuss the Big Bang and the origins of the universe. Throughout the course he's dictated the age of the universe to be the proper billions of years I've come to expect and readily admitted the limitations of our knowledge in certain aspects. He discussed the progression of our understanding through time and to date has been extremely modest and clear about what we know and don't know.
So here we go. We contract the universe to a single point. We go back billions of years. I knew this day was coming. I'm expecting the rational, modest professor I've heard all year continue this trend.
...And he does. Mostly.
He puts up this comic. It gets a chuckle, and I'm okay with this. It's a quaint admission that the majority of the world thinks this way. He then moves on to describe the Big Bang and its meaning, referencing Plank Time, which is supposedly the farthest backwards in time the current scientific models are accurate (10^-43 seconds after t = 0, by the way).
But then things get a little hairy for me. He discusses how anything before that point is "faith". An irking word choice to me, but true. We don't know; we only know the aftermath. He says something akin to if you want to believe the universe hatched out of an egg or is on a turtle's back, you're welcome to. Again, more humor, and I'm really feeling the Occam's Razor at this point.
He then says he's a devout Christian who believes that this is how the supreme being make it all work. It was short and sweet, but pretty heavy on me. I should say that afterwards he made no more mention of this and discussed the positive evidence for the Big Bang theory.
This all left me very conflicted. On one side, I've lost a lot of respect for this professor who has taught a very enjoyable class. On the other, I know this is too rash of a sentiment for someone who has been so rational this whole time. It's been an ongoing progression since my semi-outspoken atheism that I've respected fewer and fewer people as I find they enjoy sky cake. "How can people compartmentalize their sense and reason so?" I feel a constant need to correct people's terrible misconceptions. I get annoyed at having to maintain societal norms when I want to smack religious people around (mostly verbally).
So now we're getting outside the classroom, here. I know I need to curb my "enthusiasm" ("evangelism", more like it), but the rational me can't stand to see people living in such ignorance. I can't find that line between tolerance and, frankly, bullying. I don't want to be "that atheist guy" that people fear to talk to, and I often fear that's what I've become to some.
Tell me I've judged him too harshly. I want to say that most of the people I know view it as a harmless propagation of love, but isn't that just tolerating the fanatical? I have a hard time enjoying superficial pleasantries when I know my friends have misconceptions on a universal scale. How do I reconcile a religious person and their beliefs?
To date I've been playing what I can only describe as a game at this point. My rule has been to not bring up the topic unless it's brought up before me. ...But I've been feeling like a hyena, waiting to pounce on any utterance of a god or the theological.
I probably have to answer the question myself, but any perspectives would be welcome.
Monday, April 5, 2010
Well this certainly doesn't help.
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Hideout Helm Lobby
Friday, March 26, 2010
Time Lapse Project
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Social Experiment
While finishing up a philosophy lecture where we watched a video of Noam Chomsky talking about Manufacturing Consent, I heard the common class-ending sounds of rustling papers and stowing pens and pencils. You know the situation: the low rumbling of "packing up" which grows and grows until the professor seems to finish, whereupon the decibel level doubles.
Well, little old me decided to try a trick on the class. I fiddled with my metal zipper handles, picked up my backpack and put it back down. Immediately after, the low rumblings amplified to louder zips, snaps, and thuds. Coincidentally or not, the professor came down a few seconds later to dismiss the class. This was only about a minute or so ahead of schedule.
Now, the phenomenon isn't anything new, but the instant confirmation made me chuckle inside. We're always waiting for social cues to proceed. We never want to be the first to do something, but being second is just fine. In some sense it's smart, in another, painfully predictable. This is why sometimes I like to shake it up. Ironically, though, "doing what we're all thinking" and thinking it's novel has started to become annoyingly detectable, as well.
I didn't want to get too deep into this (though I don't know how much more I really have to say about it); I really just wanted to share this amusing event. It's certainly from our ancestral and evolutionary history, though.
Monday, March 15, 2010
12-4AM + 8-11PM =
This is a dump of the philosophy essay I just finished and submitted. I feel like I could have edited it forever, because the topic was a bit hard to understand concretely. Still, there are some moments of brilliance in here (if I do say so myself) and some dull recounts of texts (which I do say so myself). If you're up to conquering a wall of text, be my guest, but after going through it so many times, I can understand shying away. I'm a bit tired of it myself!
In the words of Socrates, “the unexamined life is not worth living” (Apology, Part 1). Whether the truth lies to that extreme can certainly be questioned, but the intent and meaning is clear: living a life of delusion can be compared to death itself, and release from it may be worth any cost. In some ways this is precisely correct, such as in Huxley’s Brave New World, where the masses (hardly to be called “people”) are divided into classes and programmed to enjoy their position. This shell of a life is strongly related to Plato’s Allegory of the Cave, which is one of the earliest, simplest, and most powerful examples of this illusion in literature. Along similar lines, Kant's interpretation of the enlightenment delves into the ways in which society can be arranged to fulfill it. Finally, Bloom’s discussion of Tocqueville’s experience in the United States brings the discussion to the familiar turf of American life. In find the strongest and more pervasive form of illusion to be religion, though these texts focus more on aspects of consumer society (Huxley), education (Kant and Bloom), and politics (Tocqueville). The intent behind the illusion I find to rarely be the product of an active, evil "agent", but rather as a byproduct and expansion of hedonistic human wants and needs. Finally, I again see enlightenment as worth practically any cost; in my view, the lives in Huxley's dystopia, for example, are hardly meaningful. I, however, find it possible to free a society from these shackles, unlike Huxley or Plato. No one text is superior to another in all cases in describing this deception, so each must be examined for its strengths and weaknesses.
Plato's cave is likely the best example to begin describing the differing views on the collective idea of "enlightenment". He visualizes an underground lair where people inside are exposed to shadows on a wall from a fire behind them. Eventually, the people acclimate themselves to believe these shadows are all that exist in the world. At some point, an individual is set free and leaves, becoming momentarily blinded by the sunlight of the outside. From here, many "enlightened" individuals choose to live in this state, possibly with other escapees. Some, however, return into the cave, seeing it for what it is, and attempt to help others. In attempting to assist, however, an enlightened individual will find it difficult to convince the cave-dwellers of their narrow mind. Instead, he will fail the test of the meaningless science of shadows and possibly be put to death: "Men would say of him that up he went and down he came without his eyes; and that it was better not even to think of ascending; and if any one tried to lose another and lead him up to the light, let them only catch the offender, and they would put him to death" (Allegory of the Cave, 3).
I find Plato's allegory to be quite accurate, if pessimistic. The illusion manifests itself as the fire projecting shadows on the wall, but the intent is unclear. Was there an active agent producing the fire? Who released the prisoner? These are open-ended questions, but as a basic example, they leave room for interpretation. I find that a lack of an evil, subduing agent makes the story more plausible. Additionally, active agents would likely attempt to intercept an enlightened individual's attempt at freeing the prisoners. In Plato's story, however, this does not occur, leading to two options, each of which I find lends itself well to certain forms of illusion. First would be that the cave, fire, and shackles are a somewhat natural occurrence, existing normally alongside the life of a human being. This form is analogous to the limitations of our five senses, for example, possibly excluding us from experiencing an aspect of the world. The second would be that the people themselves forced the cave situation upon them, likely accidentally. I find this fits nicely with the adoption and passing down of religious texts or the consumer society. Plato clearly has a negative view on how an attempt at enlightenment would proceed, which is nowhere. He provides little context in which it is plausible.
Immanuel Kant provides another simple basis to view the enlightenment, with a slightly more positive outlook. Instead of creating a vivid image, however, Kant provides several keywords and phrases to guide his interpretation. He defines enlightenment as "man's release from his self-incurred tutelage" (On History, 3). "Self-incurred" here implies that the masses police themselves to a degree. He views the opposite of enlightenment as focusing on "statutes and formulas", comparable to the science of the shadows from Plato. Differing from him, however, is the inclusion of "guardians", who protect the status quo and instruct the masses of these statutes and formulas. Finally, there exist "scholars", considered the enlightened ones, who both participate in the superficial education in mainstream society but also engage in intellectual debates amongst other scholars, possibly in the public eye.
Kant's views reflect a more practical view of society and knowledge. Illusion takes the form of statutes and formulas taught by the guardians. It represents a blind application of facts for profit or production, rather than any higher understanding. The intent seems to be a combination of power and control, especially when Kant references princes and clergymen. As for the ability for society to be free, he is more optimistic than most. Kant acknowledges that individual freedom from self-incurred tutelage is extremely difficult. In this situation, the first step is by far the hardest. As scholars grow in number and visibility, though, the likelihood of enlightenment vastly increases. Masses can learn to liberate themselves with scholars' help, all the while maintaining positions as guardians. This is what makes Kant's argument the practical one: he realizes the necessity for both elements in society. The world can hardly function without work but is quite bleak without thought. With contemplation of the equations you are using, however, new, positive meaning stems from your labor.
After reviewing two simple examples of illusion vs. enlightenment, Brave New World reigns in a complicated, cohesive, and not altogether impossible view of a future devoid of free thought. Huxley envisions a society in which people are born into classes and programmed to enjoy their lives: "all conditioning aims at that: making people like their inescapable social destiny" (Brave New World, 16). Soma, sex, and expensive sports all contribute to this control, as well, making it a successful subversive rule instead of a totalitarian one. The worship of Ford is equally as telling of this illusion, amplifying the value of efficiency over any kind of emotion or freedom. The climax of the book revolves around a discussion between two enlightened individuals, one of whom supports the world illusion (Mustapha Mond) while the other is against it (John the Savage). Huxley attempts to show that a society of happy slaves in Brave New World is impossible to change at this stage and that the best option is to adopt Mustapha Mond's position to ensure the well-being of the masses.
Mustapha Mond's role in Brave New World is a "light" version of Kant's scholars: he plays the role of a guardian as a World Controller that still engages in intellectual debate (though not publicly). Evidence for the difficulty of escape from this society can be seen when John attempts to restrict the Deltas' soma, saying "I'll make you be free whether you want to or not" (216). The Deltas are so steeped in their delusion that they hardly consider John's statement. And sadly, much like Plato's example, those who attempt to help the masses or cave-dwellers eventually die. In this case, however, it is John's suicide (or self-punishment), rather than a punishment from society directly. In some sense, however, it still is the society that frustrates him to his end, just not forcefully (in parallel with the rest of the novel). If any such attempt of freedom was actually successful, it is quite likely that much of the population would collapse: much like a machine with oil removed, it eventually would stop working completely. I do not think it would be irreversible damage, however. Much of the criticism of an enlightened Brave New World regards the "Cyprus Experiment", where a group of Alphas were delegated to run a society. Lower-level jobs were still required from the entirely homogenous Alphas, meaning that many were left unsatisfied by their position, eventually leading to chaos. I find that starting this experiment with bottled, cloned Alphas is the first fault. An enlightened society would likely understand the value of diversity in human beings over the hollow shells of Alphas, Betas, etc. With this in mind, the society could properly structure itself around the abilities, wants, and needs of its people in a freer, more natural sense.
Bloom's opinions and writings on Tocqueville conclude the four examples. In vividly describing the benefits of the university and higher education as a place for philosophical musings, he sets the stage for some issues that strike quite close to our reality. In his view, even as public opinion sways from one way to another on issues of historical context and scientific merit, the university ignores this, maintaining tradition for its value to critical thinking. Bloom then tells of Tocqueville, who travelled to the United States in the 1830s and provided many insights into the average American's mind. He found that, while each man viewed himself and individual, most had the same frame of mind. He cites the difficulties of having all men created equal, saying "although every man in democracy thinks himself individually the equal of every other man, this makes it difficult to resist the collectivity of equal men" (The Closing of the American Mind, 247). Being an aristocrat himself, Tocqueville believes a higher class is necessary to do the thinking for others, who simply do not have the time. These thoughts could be philosophical, political, religious, or artistic in nature; much of which would not be appreciated by the population in Tocqueville's mind. Without these elite, however, guidance is filled by the malleable public opinion, which he views as dangerous.
Both Bloom and Tocqueville have excellent points with which I partially agree and disagree. It is likely quite true that the superficial items of importance in our country today (sports, cars, clothes, money) represent and illusion hiding real, important concerns. Idle speculation is seen as wasted time that could be better spent consuming or producing. Even during elections when great decisions must be made, complicated issues are simplified to the trivially mundane and the yes/no or Left/Right. I do not, however, view the intent as a unified, conscious effort. Tocqueville states that "the most successful tyranny is not the one that uses force to assure uniformity but the one that removes the awareness of other possibilities" (249). His views closely mirror Huxley's, and my response is to recall my second possibility of Plato's cave intent: the accidental or self-imprisonment. As for an escape from this illusion, the most obvious solution to Tocqueville is to reinstate the aristocracy and remove purely democratic rule. Instead of looking to celebrities, the people would hopefully respect the aristocratic elite's position on issues. Also, hopefully, the elite will actually provide valuable knowledge, morals, and artistic appreciation and talent to make this structure work as intended. In my mind, such a warping of the American mindset would be a task wrought with difficulties, but not nearly as difficult as fixing the Brave New World. The benefits are a stable society focused on supposedly higher goals, but I must wonder if this would simply turn out to be the "Ireland Experiment" in BNW, where those given more leisure time spent it doped on drugs, defeating this entire purpose. On Bloom's side, a return to the traditional university ideals would be a successful (and not altogether difficult) venture, changing young people's mind not only to build things, but to think independently. I would assume, in Bloom's mind, that this slow dissemination of freethinking individuals ("scholars?") would permeate and improve society over time.
Popular media can probably be found to be soliciting a certain agenda, but just what that agenda is and how it came about can be a complicated issue. I find it unlikely that a few masterminds (BNW) control what people see and, therefore, want. More probable, in my opinion, are many companies, groups, and officials working for their own ends, but colluding on methodology for what appears to be a cohesive whole. Certain techniques clearly work for advertising products, such as repetition, and they are adopted, traded, and copied for other purposes. Simplification of messages appeals to voters and can similarly work for commercial or religious matters. Products themselves appeal to inner sensibilities to encourage purchases, again replicated with religious guilt, for example. So in all likelihood, these illusionary structures built themselves up, tied to one another and potentially aware of the ongoing processes, but to say they are all in a secret partnership is a stretch in my mind.
Combining these many methods of describing illusion, intent, and freedom from them, I find Plato and Kant provide a significant basis for more specific and broader examples. Plato's visualization of the situation excellent introduces the concept and wisely removes intent. Kant provides important diction that solidifies the concepts, alongside adding the intent in the form of the "guardians." Huxley's interpretation is a powerful prediction of the future that seems harder to escape than it may be. Bloom and Tocqueville describe more of the present-day concerns, choosing to rely on the university or aristocracy for guidance. I feel we can afford enlightenment in all of these cases, and that the costs are at worst accurate and at best overestimated. As for which account is best, each has both merits worth understanding and flaws worth examining.
As a final note, in synthesizing these various interpretations of freedom from illusion to enlightenment, I find the actual description of "enlightenment" extremely lacking. What is it, really, and what makes it so special? With Huxley in mind, I can see how enlightenment provides more meaning to life than mass production of materials to epitomize overall happiness. Simply maximizing the carrying capacity of humans in order to create the optimal amount of worldly pleasures does not truly constitute humanity or life in any worthwhile sense. The endless pursuit of knowledge and understanding, while being closely tied to improvements to quality of life, is of a higher importance than its byproduct in these philosopher's minds. Today, the Internet makes access to information the easiest it has been in history. But what makes learning "for learning's sake" (specifically not for improving the quality of life) so important? Does it not give the same emotional high and sense of pride that buying a new car would? Who is to say that understanding the culture of a distant land is superior to knowing statistics for the players of your favorite sports team?
There really isn't an easy answer to this question. The best reason I feel enlightenment should be valued goes back to the original line from Socrates: "the unexamined life is not worth living." While I don't take it to that extreme, I recognize that human beings exist apart from other species based on their utilization of tools, knowledge, and technology. The understanding of the world around us, including philosophical study (I consider religious examination to be a red herring), is largely the reason we exist in this capacity today. To halt the progress of discovery is to pause the continuation and development of denizens of the world. Why is the enlightenment important? Because to prohibit enlightenment is to remove humanity from humans, and preventing this is worth virtually any cost.
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Playing in a Travelin' Band
One unusual aspect that I enjoy as much as the locale or event itself is the time spent travelling. A to B, you know? I've probably touched on this before (years ago), but I still don't know if I've quite expressed the feeling. It's the suspension of expectations: the pause of all else in place of being idle for an extended period of time. It's a strangely freeing sensation to me.
What to do with all that time? Much of it is watching movies or eating time with one form of media or another. What I enjoy, however, are those extended conversations with people: those times where you connect with someone else beyond the normal realms of conversation. In my experience, this almost only happens when we're forced empty or recreational time and don't always know what to do with it.
But one further aspect of travel is this heightened sense of possibilities. It's only enhanced by sensationalist movies to and fro that add to the potentially surreal nature of the trip. It sounds silly, but that longing for a perfect love story, amazingly good party, or thrilling adventure becomes palpable when you're so far away from the known. And so is, all-too-often, my experience on holiday.
I remember these situations often in more detail than the roller coaster rides or the tall, old buildings. I remember missing a 3:1 gender ratio in my favor in Europe. I remember my head against the cool glass of a charter bus late at night when a girl takes the time to pity me and have a meaningful conversation. I remember offering my jacket to someone whom I knew was interested in someone else outside a Hard Rock Cafe. I remember discussing at length for hours many topics concerning gods, society, and more in Hawaii. I remember being flirted with on a school bus on the way back from an away high school football game. I remember spending every waking moment with someone in Spain, possibly being closer to someone than I ever have been. I remember (hearing of) mischief at every turn.
Some of these I remember fondly. Others I know would not have amounted to anything permanent today (much less as picturesque as imagined), but it's those experiences I never had that irk me. It's often a waste to consider petty "what if"s, but did I miss something important back there? Something I won't be able to get again?
I'm certainly most reflective away from home. It's far from the humdrum and the norm, liberating both physically and mentally. But it swings both ways.
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Busy day, worth remembering
Saturday, January 23, 2010
A Plea for political understanding
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
A Sidewalk Conversation
- Islam does that same, but you reject it.
- Have your read my 10,000 page "holy book"?
- Extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence.
- Scientific evidence pushes gods farther away from probability.
- Why worship someone who condones eternal torture for finite crimes [Bible specific]?
- Do you support slavery, sexism, animal sacrifice [Bible specific]?
- You don't need divine command to have morals.
- There doesn't have to be a purpose/meaning of life defined by a supernatural being.
- God could have done better.